As usual, I'm running out of things to do in the middle of the night and I don't feel I'd like to talk to anyone anyway, so I decided to appreciate my complete solitude night by blogging.
And as a brief reminder, It's Saturday-night.
And I'm going nowhere.
Yeah, it sucks. I know.
Well, I've lately been distracted by something that I cant get rid of my mind, beside of him. I unintendedly joined, or being framed, to join sort of English speech contest.
BEING FRAMED.. Note that.
I actually feel fine with my English knowledge, IF I write it down.
The problem is, I suck at public speaking.
Like, sucks.
I mean, It's about talking and elaborate everything you know about one thing right away spontaneously in front of people who I don't know who's waiting for me to make a mistake so they can judge. And those sort of things are included as my biggest lack and fear and noted in my situation-that-I-hate-list.
I personally admire and even worship people who can speak fluently in front of the audience, and moreover, being a MC of some occasion. If I were them, I'll be sweating like a pig, my tongue freeze, trembling, rolling on the ground, weeping, trigger an earthquake, etc.
And most important thing is I join the competition and bring my Faculty name. It's absolutely such an honor, yet at the same time it weighs a lot. I cant let people down, I cant let myself being underestimated if I didn't win. At least I should have to bring one winning category award among of all. Yet it takes a lot of effort though..
Yup, maybe it's a little step for me to get myself out of my comfy-zone. I bet it's gonna be tough and bumpy and embarrassing, but it really worth to try I know.
Omg, I'm blown on how I can write these all things down fluently. I wish I can do this well on Monday. In front of the podium.. In front of the judges.. And win.. And it'll be the best experience of my life.
Wish me bunches of luck!
Regards,
xxxxxxx
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